seriously in illness,have a wet dream and recall

oh gee, last sunday after a football match i got a sharp cool shower and now i have to lie in bed and take pills and have the miss nurses take the injection for me everyday. yesterday a group of japanese scholars arrived for a week's seminar session, and tomorrow will be a friendly match between us, if i was not ill...

seriously, i nearly cough blood yesterday though i feel better right now, i got a fever high up to 39 last night and...i don't know why i had a wet dream(a weird one,i was in dream making love with a girl who is my classmate in my childhood...though i will not ever think of her these years, human being is of mystery... )with something violence, no i don't want to misguide it, i had a dream about sex, and subsequently a dream with violence which was partly cohesive to the former.

i woke up 3:00 pm again,sweatful, left the discman playing susumu yokota's disco-revival oriental "1999", suddenly i just got a recall of the 80's music like george michael's 'young gun', and boy george, and the incredible bananarama(in chinese we translate it into lady bananas,you so sexy word!) , the club year a-go-go!!hilarious!

be in illness means the waste of money and time, specially a single like me far away from home, solitude, and infinite sadness.
was claude levi-strauss feeling frustrated, sitting by a bulk of wood, recalling and doing a dairy of what happened the day when the day's about to vanish? i read his masterpiece 'tristes tropiques' when i sitting in closestool, wondering,and
the mood to be continued...